I am moving forward and taking a chance.  I will find out what will happen next in a week or so.  Although I do have a good feeling, I don't want to be overconfident and be crushed.

I have a good bit of freelance work I need to get back up to speed with.  That is a major task for this week.

I had a good weekend for the most part, a little bummed that I didn't get to see Randy's group perform.  I hope there is another time that I might be able to catch them.  I just didn't want to go by my self.  Sound so childish but its true.

I have some great friends, if you are reading this then know that you are appreciated.  I had a good cry yesterday out of frustration and a good friend and my brother,er who at times drives me nuts really does care, gave me some good advice.  Thanks!

Life would be easier if my heart would stop caring but I don't think that is possible.

Sickness.  I started with the scratchy throat last Friday and by Sunday afternoon it was a full blown cold.  Sunday up until about Thur. I feel like I was going to die.  OK maybe not that bad but I thought about calling in sick almost every night this week.  I hate using sick days.  I know I was sick so it would have been valid... however, it is more fun to use them as personal days at the end of the year and still have two full weeks of vacation time to take from now until the end of the year.

Some good friends are making their way to my place tomorrow night, I guess you could say its sort of a house warming party, it was supposed to be a belated birthday party but the birthday girl is making it more of a house warming party for me.  We fought a bit over it but in the end I gave in.  It will be a fun day and evening and I am looking forward to some fun times... maybe even shake the cold off completely.  I just need some "medicine."

Actually I really need to go take a little nap.  I didn't sleep well yesterday.  The first in a long time.  The rest of the week I pretty much came home and passed out everyday.  I think I slept 8-10 hours everyday.  Not normal for me.

I did get some cleaning done today but I have more I want to accomplish for tomorrow before people arrive... I don't really care if its spotless but it does need cleaned and I want to finish organizing the office and making the upstairs the way I want it... I have until 2 tomorrow to accomplish that.  A good nights sleep and I will get up ready to go.

So I have met a few neighbors, for the most part they are all cool... the lady to the left of me is a bit older and has a dog. I never hear the dog bark... unless it sees something out the window and it freaks out.  I can deal with it.  To be honest it really doesn't bother me.  But I think her son comes to visit every now and then... and I think he barks back at the dog... sounds really weird and the dog goes nuts... NOW that is annoying.  He is doing it now... maybe the guy has a screw loose.